i can vividly hear the katinas version of "trading my sorrows" playing in my mind...
i actually started this blog, along with some other things, in response to a trade in covenant to be a centurion, as challenged by our spiritual mama...
God is truly so wise and creative, i thought i'd just be trading in time for blogs and a couple of meals each day... 30 days into this and i gave up more than i bargained for... i shed tears, i lost what i held onto for more than two years... strangely though, at this very moment, i feel complete...
twelve... such a powerful number... i'm so glad i'm posting this today. i just continue to draw strength from God and from the people He has placed close to my heart: my family, eagurlz, bcc, pisd, friends...
now i realize that though i was not taking this covenant lightly, He is more serious about it. He wants to strip me of everything else that wouldn't make me a captain of 100. yet i don't feel hollow, i'm whole again... it's so nice to be home...
oh, yes He is more serious! thank you Father!
ReplyDeletegrbeh ni nga season...
cge ko huna-huna sa 100...
pero ang fasting diay, not just to get the 100, but to prepare for the 100. =D to HAVE HIM FIRST... to clear our hearts, too, to make room for the 100... sigh.