the video we painstakingly made for literally half a day (12 hrs) was finally posted last night... whew... while making the video, we surely had fun... but as i watched it and saw how people reacted joyfully at the scenes unfolding before them, i couldn't help but wish that one day, when all that would be true, i'd see joy all around.
i know i have made more than one error in this area... (pait gyud ang maghulat?!) yes, it seems so hard to wait for something to happen whenever... especially if what matters is only what meets the eye. in the past, i may have been scared of or may have gotten tired of waiting. i tried things on my own that i thought would gratify myself, only to find out in the end that the love song "you and me against the world" is really tragic.
i am a lady in waiting. yes, beginning today... little did i know i could be so vulnerable about this... i realized i just didn't trust God enough that was why i was scared of waiting... i felt that because i didn't see Him as who He really was, is and is to come. He has the best plans for me. indeed, He could and would make me whole again. in the meantime, i will revel at the bauty of waiting...
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